Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I'm having to let go...

So Thanksgiving is coming up! I'm really excited and I've just been reflecting on the things that I have to be thankful for. My family, my friends, my dog, my God, the places that I've been, where I am now...all of it. My life has been an interesting, sad, happy, exciting ride so far. But as I've mentioned on Facebook I've been in the strangest mood lately. I wasn't sure why until about last night. A lot of people have been asking me what I'm doing for Thanksgiving. And I've told them that I am going to my friends house for Thanksgiving. That's not why I've been in a strange mood...it's because I can't answer that question with "Well I'm spending Thanksgiving with my family." Since the divorce a lot of things have been messed up. And I guess I didn't realize the weight of the effect it truly has had on me.

I do wish my family was able to spend Thanksgiving together. But I'm very thankful for the friends I have in my life who have become my family. They make my life so good. So thank you guys for being there and being my family. I love you guys and I don't ever want to do my life without any of you!

1 comment:

  1. OMG Nate...i love this Blog...just saying, keep it up...i like the way you think and you make me think as well. And hey on another note...i know how much divorce messes up a family...but trust me, it will get better and soon you will be able to have thanksgiving with your family...maybe 2 different ones, but you will still be with your family that you love and that loves you. Stay strong, you're in my prayers :)

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