Not Good Enough?

Ever feel like you're not good enough? That's a little bit like how I feel right now. I feel like I will never match up to where I'm supposed to be. I'm not sure if that's because of the pressure that society puts on people to be "perfect" or what. But I find myself comparing myself to other people. I know that that's wrong, but it's really easy to do. I don't know why God created me to be who I am. But he did and I gotta trust that he made me, me for a reason. As I'm typing this I'm reminded of the people in the bible that "weren't good enough." Those are usually the kinds of people that God used to do amazing things. I can't wait to see what's in store for me with God's plans.

Letter to God

Dear God,

I'm really blown away by who you are. You continue to amaze me. I can't believe that you love me, that you desire me, that you want me. But I'm so happy that you do. You are limitless and all-powerful. How can I not stand in awe of you? I'm excited for this journey you have me on, Daddy. I can't wait to see what your plans are for me in Detroit. I know that they will be amazing. You've told me that I'm not meant for the ordinary and I don't really know what that means but I'm willing to wait until you show me. I trust you. I believe that you will do great things through me in Detroit. I'm excited for what those things are. Even now my heart is beyond excited as I prepare for and anticipate this fantastic plan you have for me. I ask that you would continue to prepare me and break me and mold me into the person you want me to be. And I ask that you would be crystal clear in your direction and guidance with me. And I ask that you will remain the love of my life. The last one is the most important. Dad, I give everything, all that I am, to you. I love you.

Love,
Nate